Show was a success! Well, in the sense that we didn't screw up. Well, not too badly. =) Seriously though, it was a lot of fun. But there were times when I wondered what it was all for. There wasn't the magic of Christmas show... at least, not for me. Had a long talk with a friend about Testimony last nite... about how things went, how things should have gone, and how things will be next year. I personally feel that we need to be more God-centered in everything. It seems like pure musicality is driving a lot of us.
A lot of other important things came up in that conversation... including romantic interests, and just general musings on this past year, and life in general. I really enjoy talking with her, 'cuz I don't have to worry about her mis-interpreting anything, and 'cuz we're both just open. We just speak our minds, and we listen to each other... it's actually amazingly balanced, unlike most conversations I hold with people. We're amazingly close in our ideas and thought patterns, and that helps us really understand each other, I think.
In other news, I'm coming around spiritually. Not all the way back yet, but I know that God's around here somewhere. I feel His presence at times, and I'm definitely feeling more at peace with myself. I'm in the general vicinity, but can't seem to make it all the way back. Here's where I need Him to come out and greet me, and welcome me back home. Stay tuned...