Busy, busy, busy. I'm really starting to get sick of everything... all the work, all the stress, all the different things I have to do. Somehow, I've lost the joy of learning, the joy of serving, the joy of living. No, don't take it the wrong way. I'm in no danger of that. But I'm seriously just not having fun any more. I'm jumping from commitment to commitment, with no real end in sight.
Well, I shouldn't say that... summer's coming up in 3 weeks or so... and thank heavens it is! This quarter has been really straining on my spiritual health. Qt's have been ok, but I haven't been getting that much out of them. The main thing is that I don't feel like I'm growing in my faith... it's just so stagnant.
So... lots of problems... most of which I will have to evaluate over the summer. It's pretty obvious that I'm going to have to cut something out next quarter... otherwise I don't think I'll be able to handle it. And I've gotta do a lot of life planning... figure out what I really want to do with myself, with my life.
Too much to do, too little time, but that's the life of a college student... especially here at Stanford. Speaking of which... I need to get going. Got to memorize some skit lines, then get some rest for my 9:30 class. Good nite, dear world.