Greetings to another late nite edition of Gavan's journal. I guess it's not so bad staying up this late. I mean, I have a 9 am class, but that's not a huge deal, 'cuz I'm free after that. So worst case, I can go right back to sleep. =)
I'm caught up in lecture now... which is definitely a good thing. Unfortunately, I still have mounds of papers to read, and a project due Thurs, which I haven't even really looked at yet. Oh yeah... there's more! I'm leading section on Friday, and also, I have a problem set due on Friday. Lord help me!
Speaking of which, I've been pretty bad about doing QT's lately. Better get to that now! While I'm still awake. Yes, I'm still feeling awake at 3:30 am. I think I'm just naturally nocturnal. It's when I'm most awake. It's not gonna do much for my tan though... heh
Today was fairly laid back... I just watched lectures online, played some Diablo II, went to church, and went to rehearsal. Seems kinda bland though... kinda boring. I think to myself... is this really what I should be doing with my time? Games are a huge time and energy sink for me. Though they're nice to recharge with, I'm getting the feeling that I should be doing something more practical with that time... like composing, or practicing music, or *gasp* doing my work. On the one hand, I need something to take my mind off of my work every now and then. On the other, I need to make sure I'm not wasting time. This life's too short to waste on temporarily pleasing yourself.
On that note, I need to think about a lot of things. First off, what am I going to do this summer? I've been too busy buried in my own work to look for a job. Also, I'm graduating soon... what do I want to do with my life? How can I serve God the best? What is really my calling? 9-5? Composing/singing/playing? Something else? Tough questions indeed. But definitely ones that I need to be addressing.